IM SO DEPRESED

im feeling so low right now that i dont evn wanna do ne thing.
im so sick of my life its crazy.it seems like no 1 wants 2 taek time out to c how im doing or listen 2 wat i have 2 say. m so sick of koe ive jst given up. hes not making me happy ne more at all. i jst wish i culd hav some1 2 make me happy like the way it used 2 b. i neva really c him ne more becoz hes always working on his stupid thesis. i mean y did god do this 2 me. i dnt wanna kill myself or nehthing i just wanna new life. ASAP

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Prolly I will piss off, but u just need a big chocolat bar ... the best antidepressant:

* Cote d'Or Sensations Noir Orange (69%), 69% of cocoa (what was they thinking when they fixed that quantity?), and filled with orange chocolate-truffe, with pieces of candied orange .. arrghhhhhhh ... I'm slobering just thinking about it ... belgian r the best, my mother lived there for 7 years
*no comission with the ad*

and, btw, u can also try to do all those things u never do, and don't try to listening to what the people may say, people suck ... you have to follow your own way

the last option .... prozac + whisky. I would not try it, but

I wish I'd taken this advice 10 years ago.

//Cote d'Or Sensations Noir Orange (69%), 69% of cocoa (what was they thinking when they fixed that quantity?), and filled with orange chocolate-truffe, with pieces of candied orange .. arrghhhhhhh ... I'm slobering just thinking about it ... belgian r the best, my mother lived there for 7 years

damn straight baybee.....my dad goes to belgium every six months....fuckin brilliant....he's going next friday....i'm soo looking forward to him bringing me back chocolate. the bars you can buy with the praline nut stuff in the middle....someone hold me....

Heather.
its never too late, not until you're on your grave, ... but I dont know your story, I dont want to look like a precher. My self-esteem tell me those past years are excellents

Jenni :O)
u'r father is a lucky man. a nice country with wonderful cities, really. My mother lived 10 km away from Bruges, but I was not in this world yet. People is a lit bit curt, dry,.. know what I mean?... but thats normal, central europeans,.. weather and that. Anyway, chocolates and beers are really good ... aarrrrggggghhhhhh, yummy. I need a handkerchief...

i been eating a lot of chocolat bars l8ly i jus end up feeling fat&ugly&b4 i kno it im in the bathroom with my fingers in my throught at first was was satisfieing now it just ads 2 my dilemma
thx 2 u my friend 4 taking the time 2 listen

well, I mean "eat it in a non compulsive way"... but its ok... your welcome anyways

Do the right thing, follow you own way

/me picks up a microphone and sings:
... For what is a man, ... what has he got?
If not himself, ... then he has naught,
To say the things ... he truly feels,
And not the words ... of one who kneels,
The record shows I took the blows -
And did it myyyyyyy waaaaayyyyyyy .....

it will probably rain :P but I dont' mind, I like how it smells with the grass

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//Jenni :O)
u'r father is a lucky man.

yes, i know.....the first trip there he "discovered" hoegarrden [or however you spell it] and bought back 4 litre bottles of it....sacrifising various items of clothing etc - he didnt realise you could buy it here until i saw it at moore wilson's two weeks after he got back......he said it was worth it - the beer is that nice.

brugges? thats where dad wants to move to...gorgeous little place apparently....

BRUGGES, has some good music stores,
nice place if you don't mind the persistant sewer smell which permeates the whole town

//brugges? thats where dad wants to move to...gorgeous little place apparently....
a good choice, anyway, there are many beutiful places in Europe, included my land (modesty is virtue, I know it)

//...the persistant sewer smell ...
Thats like in Venice. Venice is a really dream city, but also an awful place on summer (luckly, I visited that city on November, ... my pic in yahoo photos is the proof )
Have u been in Europe? Where? (simple curiosity)

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the best method for life change is the constanza method - do the opposite of whatever your brain tells you to do and you will be happy and successful. It works I tells ya.

//i just wanna new life. ASAP

Sounds like you want to break up? Go for it sister! Take control of your life, you don't need a man to complete you! Hey, my mate Ratty asked after you. You wouldn't be short of offers, you know..

PS - if you decide to break up, then you should do it straight away. Like - before friday.

i haevnt been able 2 sleep iv just been tossing & turning thinkin about wat u said

2day i broke up with koe. it was 1 of the hardest thing ive ever had 2 do. if ur reading this koe im sorybut y did u hav 2 spend so much time studying 2 'b able to provide 4 our family' bcoz obviusly WE R NOT GOING 2 HAVE 1 NE MORE

whos ur friend raty?? im going to spend 2morrow with myself i just need some me time 2 myself mayb u want 2 meet up on friday for a cup of coffe ne way u have my ph#

Sure, sweetpea. You deserve way better than that varmint!

Where's Koe been the last few days? By 'break up' do you actually mean "cut up into tiny little pieces & bury under the porch'?

welcome to the club.

"...it's called depression and it happens in your brain..."

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Hey musely, did you get your book back? I left it on the table on the back porch, and then forgot to call and tell you.

yes. thankyou.

SIMPLE TREATMENT FOR DEPRESSION.

Take 1/3 gram of cannabis, roll up into one big Bifta, smoke it and then your blues are blown all away
or take 6-cans of Tui, demolish them all down and the blues go away.

isn't alcohol a depresent? (<--- is that even the right spelling?)

Yeah, so is weed.

What Sam's talking about (he's said before he's been diagnosed with depression) is called "self-medicating", ie. mkaing up your own mind and not listening to health professionals' advice.

weed and alcohol slow down your reactions, thats why its a depressant! It tends to make me feel better!

yeeup. your right jet, self-medication is how i treat things these days.

and WWJD your completely right about the term "depressant" it doesnt make you feel depressed, it just slows down the CNS.

too right im right!

Treating the symptons, not the cause.

You can keeping peddling the cycle Sam, but the wheels aren't touching the ground.

OR
Doctor Tutae prescibes self affirmation, say out loud three times daily with fatty delights:
"I am a good person. Most people on NZM like me. I don't need a man to make me happy."
Darlin - maybe the reason Koe is not making you happy anymore is that you're expecting it of him.
*Slips into Doctor Phil mode*
You're the only one that can make you happy, and your more likely to achieve that if you stop needing and expecting.
But what do I know. I say things like 'putting the self back in self esteem' to myself.
Good luck with the boy troubles.

u think i shuldnt have broken up with him???? :(

One of my tried and trusted ways to make myself smile is to go to a bar with some good friends have a few (note I said few not immense quantities although that works in the short term but makes things worse the next day) alcoholic beverages then sing some karaoke, I find Hit me with your best shot does wonders I can’t sing at all but this always makes me feel better get a friend to sing with you if you are shy I do!

Sex is always a good way to pick you up,

Hey AugustinoR#1. You're pretty hot. Wanna hang out with Prozaco and me?

isint the whole point in life to be depressed and what change?

Yeah, us breaking up is no reflection on how I woke up with you standing next to me holding a chair over my head, or how my flatmates cat mysteriously wound up locked in the letterbox.

ps. stop calling my house and hanging up.

so wat no 1s perfect

yawnnn, so this thread is a slap stick thread?

Is Bruce right? Was this a slapstick thread?

the best way i found not to be depressed, it just do something, doesn't really matter what the fuck your doing is (as long as it don't harm anyone else :! ) but just do something, something that will take your mind away from whatever is bringing you down ok.

hope the good times return for you real soon.

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Everyone goes through times when they want a new life, but the only way thingswill change is if YOU change them. To be honest, from what you say you dont sound depressed just bored with your life. Do something new and meet new people.

hey- you should bee depressed- you think augustino are 1- in fact- theyre a big pile of #2's

agree'n with WWJD.. i know this sounds lame but go for a walk or run somewhere. I would sleep alot and never leave my house unless it was really necessary. but then i realised the whole world passed me by...so i went for a run and just kept running untill i litereally started to die....trust me i'm my ethnic background states that running is hard work. well once i stopped, i called a taxi to pick me up and take me home. pretty funny but it was awakening in some sense..if you can make any of it

there is always suicide :P

Karma bitch!

I'm glad your life is turning to shit! what goes around comes around!
HA HA

RIP Lucy. 22-6-82.

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*speechless*

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*confused* ...in joke?

It's been a bit over 12 months Lucy hasn't been with us anymore.. but sometimes you can't help think about people when they've passed over

I hate opening old wounds, I saw this thread yesterday for the first time and it took my breath away. Sorry Koe. RIP Lucy.

Koe you are so full of shit.

Do I clap now?

You soil her memory!