I think you should think seriously about giving up the god.
It is bad for your health - Symptoms include:
moments of extreme euphoria followed by black depression
inability to function without god
cold sweats
fear of nightly emissions
inability to function sexually
feelings of guilt and paranoia
running with a bad crowd of people obsessed with ideological purity. Often organised into 'youth groups' that later graduate into the fully fledged armies of god.
intolerance for yeast
intolerance
poverty
and finally an empty death followed by woeful singing

Then you will be confronted at the gates and you will be asked "why didn't you make the most of what I gave you? You wasted your time praying and singing woeful songs when you could have been enjoying the body I gave you. It is in my image and therefore I have exactly the same pleasure buttons. Why do you think I have all these hot nubile angels around me? Instead you wasted your time worrying about the after life when you could have knuckled down and lived a good life. I am more inclined to let in a person that lived as a good person, than some monkey that spent more time worrying about pleasing me and forgetting that everyone is equally valid. For Christs sake, I even gave that old devil a job and he was the worst of the bunch, it's not like you can top what he did so stop worrying about it! Heven is like a church, we let everyone in. You don't turn anyone away from entering a church, why should I?"

As with most drugs a little bit of god may be good. A lot of god will ruin your life. Moderation my friends, moderation.